Thursday, January 19, 2012

Somthing NEW, Somthing Borrowed and Something Blue............


You would think I'm getting married by the above post title....but no way Jose!!! I'm loving the one I married and am good!!
This is me being a little more vulnerable than I'd really like to be and doing something a little different in hopes of being successful!
I've started a new blog. I started two other blogs in the past, but either made them private and a handful of people could view or made them completely private and only my cousin and husband were allowed to read. Those are both deleted....I failed at them.
This one is out in the open, for anyone to read. It's my 'diet journal' if you will. I've been on a quest to get my weight down, not just for the looks, but so that I can do my part to stay here on earth with my kids and Jason. I am taking my health very serious and just wanting to do/show a better way.
It is a struggle. (the something blue) Satan very much LOVES to beat a person down and will throw whatever my way to stumble me. I recognize some of those things...and have been working to push them aside.
It is a new diet. (the something new) It's the HCG (homeopathic version) and it's intense to say the least. I hate diets. I don't completely believe in them...but as you may or may not read (on my blog), I have to be drastic to reset my body and the way it works.
I could use the encouragement and positive vibes. (the something borrowed) Knowing that others care fills my cup. Knowing someone else may either have the same struggle or that mine is assisting them fills the cup as well. I honestly don't want to hear about so and so...I'd love to hear about your thoughts/feelings/experiences.
I've kept a lot of things I do a secret. I don't like being told what to do or "if you would just do...." and so keeping things a secret seemed the way to go. That didn't work, so I'm choosing not to be insane and share and be vulnerable. (hate that!)
Don't feel obligated to read....if it's not of interest, that's fine! I only want the positive and encouraging. I want to be VERY careful....it's me making a big change and that can be tricky. The slightest thing can waiver me....so I want to be vigilant.
(see how vulnerable I've been....I even put a picture of just me! ACK!!!)

3 comments:

Nana said...

U ROCK!!! I am inspired to keep up my own efforts. Sugar is my culprit I know "what a surprise". It doesn't help that Miriam brought me literally a boat load of chocolate from Germany (Rum and Expresso, my favorites!) I now get the chance to choose how i will handle this. I get one square each day for a reward. It's working :) I am sending good vibes out to you and your quest. Really U ROCK!

christina said...

Good luck!! Everybody had to find their own thing that works :)

Gretchen said...

You are such an inspiration, I love you to pieces!

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